How Apoorva (ex-girlfriend) made me a beta FEMDOM loser, Part 1

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Apoorva was my ex girlfriend who dumped me for another guy while I was in college.

We just started dating but were never intimate she never opened up to me, rather only used me for hurting and for emotional and physical support. One day she stopped talking all of sudden, I literally begged a lot in her chats like a dog like "Please don't avoid me " "please Apoorva" etc

She then told this is not working out and she already have another boyfriend for sometime.

I felt a sudden anger and sadness During the initial days of this incident I have cried a lot .

I started seeing her with him , I somehow kept my head down like a dog. I was a coward. Even once we were dating I remember once she asked me why do always bend down your head while walking and that memory suddenly came to my

mind, What did she mean ? Did she mean I am a submissive or something ? It is just my body habit and has nothing to do with me is what I thought.

Later as days went by I saw her happy with him laughing like she never did with me. While in bed I had this thoughts are they intimate ? Did she touch him or is he touching her ?

For my surprise my dick grew in my shorts and I was thinking why am I getting aroused ?

I got up and texted her cursing her and talking bad about his boyfriend etc !

I felt bad in the next day morning and days went by and one day I felt like I should apologize to her about telling bad about her and her boyfriend ? My dick slowly started getting hard

I then thought why should I ?? She is the one dumped me ? She should apologize ? My dick became flaccid again

I then concluded that I should apologize for wasting her time ,she could have been happier with him or any other boys while the time she wasted on me

With all my courage one day I stood near her with my head bowing and told her " I am sorry for texting and abusing you and your boyfriend , I will not repeat this , Please forgive me for everything , What you did is correct "

She didn't even say It is ok or accepted my apology she just laughed and I left. Then I looked down my pants and my dick was so hard and even started leaking precum.

I ran faster to the boys toilet , went inside took it out and jerked. That was the best orgasm I ever had in my life.

And My journey Info FEMDOM started !!!!

To be continued ….

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