How Apoorva (ex-girlfriend) made me a beta FEMDOM loser, Part 5

This is a continuation of my journey into being a femdom slave.

 

While I am cleaning the stains in her toilet bowl with a brush, all I can think of is which option I would choose. 

Option 1 is a big no; I cannot let anyone know about this. Option 3 is equally risky, as my parents may ask, Where is all your money going? The only possible options for me are Option 2, and I am sure that is exactly what Apoorva wants me to choose.

I completed the toilet cleaning, task and went near the toilet door. I saw both of them lying on the bed in a blanket, and I realized that both of them were semi-naked/fully naked, where she was lying on top of him and relaxing. But the blanket is covering their whole body; hence, I cannot see anything. 

"I choose Option 2, Apoorva. I will pay 70% of the salary every month and be your slave." I mumbled.

"Good dog, now put on the pants where we peed on and get out of this flat," Apoorva ordered.

I took the piss-soaked pants and wore them and walked outside while they giggled in bed.

I opened the door and went outside. I smelled so bad, and I have no idea where I will go now.

 

As I stepped out of Apoorva's flat, I could feel a mixture of emotions coursing through your body—relief, humiliation, and excitement. I knew that this was just the beginning of your journey as her slave, but I also couldn't help but feel exhilarated by the power she held over you. I didn't know where to go or what to do next, so I decided to walk aimlessly through the streets.

It was late at night, and most people were asleep, which only added to my sense of isolation. The piss-soaked pants clung uncomfortably to my legs, making every step degrading.As I walked, I thought about what life would be like under Apoorva's control. I knew that she would expect complete obedience from you and that any disobedience or resistance on my part would result in harsh consequences.

But despite the fear, there was something strangely compelling about this new role—a sense of purpose and direction that had been missing from my life until now. Eventually, I reached my home, slowly went upstairs, and went into my room. To my shock, my cousin Gopika was there in my room looking at one of my books, and she greeted me, "Hey, wait, what is that smell?" 

As Gopika asked about the smell, I realized with horror that it must be coming from the piss-soaked pants I was wearing. Embarrassment washed over me as I stammered, "I am sorry; I might have peed myself." 

"Eww, what the fuck? Get out of the room; your mom asked me to sleep here, and you are supposed to go and sleep with them," she shouted.

"Hey, can I at least take another pair of pants from my wardrobe?" I asked her.

"What if I say no!" Gopika said

"What do you mean no? How will I sleep with my parents with this? Please try to understand my situation," I begged.

"I actually am a bit short of money. Why won't you take your phone, send me an amount, and if I am satisfied, I will throw your pants outside this window. If I am not satisfied, better send more." Gopika said and shut the door in front of me.

I ran outside and went below my window. I took out my phone, opened it, and sent her 2000 rupees and looked up; nothing happened. I understood that I needed to send more.

I sent 5000 rupees and looked up; she showed me the middle finger from the window.

My dick grew harder, and I could not resist; I sent her 10,000 rupees.

She threw my pants; I picked them up and ran inside the house.

I changed my pants.

Went to parents room and tried my best to sleep, but I couldn't. I am so horny; should I masturbate?

I got up and went to the toilet to masturbate; I opened my phone to jerk off to Apoorva. But I instead saw her message, "You should not masturbate today, and that is my fucking order." I got shivers in my body!!

What is happening in my life? I am her slave, her boyfriend's slave. My cousin just used me as her fucking paypig. Why am I still horny and not understanding the reality? Why can't I think?

I looked down at my cock and understood the reason; since I did not masturbate and I am extremely horny, I cannot think straight, and that is exactly what Apoorva wants. But why should I listen to her? Should I just go ahead and masturbate? But then, I will no longer be horny and will be worried about my life from now on. She is right; it is better if I stay horny and brainless for the time being. Hopefully Apoorva will show mercy to me tomorrow and maybe reduce the amount I have to pay her or something.

Will she?

I don't know!

I should sleep now.

I put my horny dick inside pants and went to sleep.

 

To be continued....